I’d love to write a more eloquent post that starts with how I’m feeling, the different reasons why, and then conclude with some profound insight. The reality is it’s a shit storm over here and today my rose coloured sunglasses fell off. I am PMS’ing hard and have noticed my patience and ‘go with the … Continue reading
Category Archives: 2020 – new decade. new me
First Time Croup – scary
My darling went to sleep healthy without any signs of sickness. No fever. No cough. But that all changed at 2am. He woke up crying, coughing hard and struggling to catch a breath. It sounded like he had something in his throat. Hubby had put him to bed and I asked aggressively (in my defense … Continue reading
Overloaded – Him
Just want to get down the dates, just in case I need to refer back. The anxiety, worry, fear and stress is a combination I know all too well. He last did dialysis Monday. Today is Friday. For anyone who knows dialysis, this is not good. Monday – dialysis Tuesday – off day Wednesday – … Continue reading
You Know You’re Old When – Heartburn
Indigestion, heartburn, upset stomach, nausea, and diarrhea. I had it all. My over eating on the holidays had me drinking THREE doses of Pepto. Could it have been the baked brie, wine, chips and spinach dip, Jamaican soup with its salt beef and many dumplings and taro, the hot sauce in my pho soup, the Congress Queen noodles … Continue reading
2020 Goals, Plans and Achievements
I wanted to title this dreams, commitment and accomplishments, but I wanted to truly commit. This may sound weird, but the title gives me some anxiety. Like, if I can’t make it I’m a failure. My preferred title gives me hope that I will try my best, but if I don’t make it then “oh, … Continue reading