I cannot be the only parent who has to “remind” their kids to: brush their teeth before they go to school or before going to bed clean out their lunch bags of their thermos so the food doesn’t rot over the weekend and be ready for Monday wash their dishes after they eat – we … Continue reading
I’ve been home trying to get myself together. I haven’t left the house in a few days and starting to get a little stir crazy, but not so much that I want to venture outside. I don’t want to deal with people nor spend any money since I’m not working and it makes my heart … Continue reading
I broke down and cried again at work. I recognize this is not normal. I recognize I need to do something. I’ve tried so many things to change it and now it’s so bad I don’t find relief or happiness in any of it. Writing – I haven’t written in a while, because things were … Continue reading
Fak! With more and more exposure about the importance of mental health and breaking the stigma I wonder where I stand. Don’t get me wrong. I want to live each day to watch my children grow and cherish each moment with my husband and family. I look back at our Big family trip to Mexico … Continue reading
Although I am working from home, I still wake up at the usual time. 😔 I would have slept longer my stupid alarm didn’t go off. And of course I set it to ring 3 times for 1 minute at 5 minute intervals from the initial start. It was charging in another room and is … Continue reading
I woke up at 4:30 am again. Tried to do some mindful meditation and was able to fall back asleep. Phuck yah! At 6 am I start making moves, but baby wakes up too. We cuddle. Big boy wakes up. We all cuddle. Franklin ends his dialysis session 20 minutes so he can do his … Continue reading
This morning is a bit rough all around. I woke up at 4:30 am….again. As usual it’s to go pee. I try my best to go back to sleep, but the mind won’t shut up! For a few seconds when I envision the view when I was kayaking by myself at the cottage, I almost … Continue reading
