Fak! With more and more exposure about the importance of mental health and breaking the stigma I wonder where I stand. Don’t get me wrong. I want to live each day to watch my children grow and cherish each moment with my husband and family. I look back at our Big family trip to Mexico … Continue reading
Although I am working from home, I still wake up at the usual time. 😔 I would have slept longer my stupid alarm didn’t go off. And of course I set it to ring 3 times for 1 minute at 5 minute intervals from the initial start. It was charging in another room and is … Continue reading
I woke up at 4:30 am again. Tried to do some mindful meditation and was able to fall back asleep. Phuck yah! At 6 am I start making moves, but baby wakes up too. We cuddle. Big boy wakes up. We all cuddle. Franklin ends his dialysis session 20 minutes so he can do his … Continue reading
This morning is a bit rough all around. I woke up at 4:30 am….again. As usual it’s to go pee. I try my best to go back to sleep, but the mind won’t shut up! For a few seconds when I envision the view when I was kayaking by myself at the cottage, I almost … Continue reading
I wanted to give a quick update because I want to give respect for things that are due. I could not go on without addressing the work-from-home (WFH) situation. I couldn’t keep burying my head and leaving the hubby in such rough shape to fend for himself and the kids. I was going to speak … Continue reading
I don’t know why, but this morning just seemed harder to pick myself up and chug along. Everyone is sleeping. I wake up at 5 am for some reason which doesn’t help the continuous cycle of not getting enough sleep. My guess it’s some underlying stress I don’t want to deal with because I slept … Continue reading
Where there is a storm a rainbow will soon shine. I’m still in the eye of the storm. To the point I cried big sobs and screams of how I can’t do it anymore. Why the fukc am i crying? It’s a job. It’s not my world. But, the crush of my self confidence when … Continue reading
