I’ve been home trying to get myself together. I haven’t left the house in a few days and starting to get a little stir crazy, but not so much that I want to venture outside. I don’t want to deal with people nor spend any money since I’m not working and it makes my heart … Continue reading
I broke down and cried again at work. I recognize this is not normal. I recognize I need to do something. I’ve tried so many things to change it and now it’s so bad I don’t find relief or happiness in any of it. Writing – I haven’t written in a while, because things were … Continue reading
I love looking through my stats to see what people are reading. And then I read some of them again. One post in particular that came up Feel The Emotions – Do Not Ignore. I wrote it a couple of years ago and it was great to re-read and re-live the feelings. On a flip, … Continue reading
Fak! With more and more exposure about the importance of mental health and breaking the stigma I wonder where I stand. Don’t get me wrong. I want to live each day to watch my children grow and cherish each moment with my husband and family. I look back at our Big family trip to Mexico … Continue reading
Although I am working from home, I still wake up at the usual time. 😔 I would have slept longer my stupid alarm didn’t go off. And of course I set it to ring 3 times for 1 minute at 5 minute intervals from the initial start. It was charging in another room and is … Continue reading
I woke up at 4:30 am again. Tried to do some mindful meditation and was able to fall back asleep. Phuck yah! At 6 am I start making moves, but baby wakes up too. We cuddle. Big boy wakes up. We all cuddle. Franklin ends his dialysis session 20 minutes so he can do his … Continue reading
I’ve slacked off on the weekend and am now missing days 11-13 of round 2 writing challenge….and today’s the 14th! The wheels are starting to fall off as I’m going to skip day 11 – If I could live inside any movie it would be _____ I have no idea what movie. I even Google’d … Continue reading
I’ve slacked off on the weekend and am now missing days 11-13 of round 2 writing challenge….and today’s the 14th! The wheels are starting to fall off as I’m going to skip day 11 – If I could live inside any movie it would be _____ I have no idea what movie. I even Google’d … Continue reading
I wake up from a weird dream and my bladder is ready to burst. The bits and parts in my dream that I remember is Franklin had to pick up some tings from The Neighborhood from Bobby Green and he was standing on a balcony yelling down to me. I telling him to hurry the … Continue reading
This morning is a bit rough all around. I woke up at 4:30 am….again. As usual it’s to go pee. I try my best to go back to sleep, but the mind won’t shut up! For a few seconds when I envision the view when I was kayaking by myself at the cottage, I almost … Continue reading
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