This week (week 18) has been a frustrating and crying filled week.  I can’t seem to get my shit together, which isn’t that different, but it bothers me more then ever.  The house is a mess, getting all the paper work of bills and taxes feel overwhelming, yelling at the kids to brush their teeth … Continue reading →

For the past few weeks it has been a bloated constipated nightmare. Pre-pregnancy I would poop within 30 minutes of waking up every day.  Evvvvery. Daaay.  I eat fruit most days.  Water is my drink of choice.  I was regular!  Now, it’s nuggets if I’m lucky enough to poop that morning.  I’m so full of shit.  … Continue reading →

Was this really happening?  We’ve been trying for the last couple of years.  I’ve always wanted a little girl.  I know there’s no guarantees, but sometimes the heart wants what it wants.  Like a lady who is a few pounds overweight and still has the piece of chocolate because the heart wants what it wants.  In … Continue reading →

I am not posting this on my other forms of social media nor publicizing this post on them either, so if you are reading this because you read my blog, lucky you!  You get to share in my journey. I wanted to wait and I still do.  But, I also want to remember every feeling.  … Continue reading →